Hi, I’ve been to reds before never as CD though something Im ready to explore. I’m thinking I’ll be there tonight will be first time I’ve done makeup or gone out in CD just curious the attention of any I’ll get? Bottom only have sucked before want to do it all.

Can anyone explain/share what blackout night is.

Been to reds three times now, first time was too nervous walked in walked around left without any actionable items. Second time sucked my first cock whom ever you were thank you for the experience. 3rd time got very overwhelmed within a group setting. I’d still feel it’s a very welcoming environment but like the forum as I’m new to the exploration. I’m 26 consider myself a bottom to explore, but also have a sissy/sub fetish type of thing. Not sure where I wanted to go with this post other then share and gain confidence to go back and have my cherry popped as a bottom.